I want to sell some of my memories… Is there anybody who would like to
buy those? Don’t worry I am not selling any of the bad ones…I assure
you only good ones… Ok, I do understand the question. Why am I selling
if they are such good? Because I am bored of them. It is like to sell
your beloved clothes to the second-hand shop on the corner. Because you
need space for new ones. I don’t like to be a collector so I really need
to get rid of those memories…

Resolutions are really good. They
help us to stay sane. It doesn’t matter whether we are able to keep all
or not. Every new year eve brings people heaps of resolutions. Some
people even believe that the way how they start the new year is very
important because they are going to have the same stuff all during the
year. That’s completely insane. Where is the will and desire to change
something or one’s self?

There is always the conflict of reason and
emotion in front of human beings. Today is the first day of the year and I
still have a hang over. Does it mean that I will spend the year with
hang overs? There is more important stuff like the battle between the
good will and the inertia and apathy. I wanna change…I can…but in
the end I didn’t…

It was New Year’s Eve in Berlin last night…2007
just started…People were dancing in the mud last night… Does it
help to make the coming year better?
Sometimes you can’t find the answer just because you asked the wrong question:
Do
you feel like changing your life this year??? I am planning to start
changing by selling some of my memories if I can find anyone who is willing to
buy them…

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